Last week, for the first time, I attended a poetry workshop.
I've always dreamed of enrolling into an MFA programme, of living on campus once again and of soaking my days and nights in poetry, literature, reading, writing and reciting. Years of waiting for the right time when the children are old enough, when I have enough money, when I'm not working rolled on and on and brought me to Doha, Qatar. I've lived here for over a decade. My children are adults now. They don't need me any more. I quit my job four years ago to pursue writing full time. And if I really wanted to, I'd be able to gather sufficient funds to pursue my so called dream. But. But. But.
Isn't assigning some life goals to dreams more attractive than putting them into plans? Plans are concrete. Dreams are fluid. Plans push you to do something about them. Dreams don't have any such requirements. Plans are realists. Dreams are romantic.
There are many who plan and achieve and become successful. Then there are a few like me; the ones who let life's flow guide their plans.
In my experience, at least, life's flow has a wonderful rhythm. Unknown to me, it syncs with my dreams and together they guide me into spaces where poetry lives, in pastures where words roam free, into orchards where all trees are ripe with fruit of ideas and creativity and suddenly, I am left executing plans that I never had the courage or the discipline to make.
That's what happened last fortnight. Sonia, a dear blogger friend, shared information about a poetry workshop on zoom. I logged on. And promptly entered a live MFA class -- the kind I had imagined in my dreams:)
It was an hour long session.
One of the exercises involved looking at a picture of an urli (bowl) filled with frangipani blooms.
Below are some of the poems that came to the page that day.
I'd love to know which one holds your attention.
One:
In a bowl
I know my limits
On a branch
I'm free
Two:
Refugees for a day
plucked from our birth-branches
You arrange us
so beautifully.
Three:
(Inspired by Rumi's words)
Reflected in the water
of this urli,
I see
the East before my birth
the West after my demise
clearly.
Four:
Captured for a day,
you held us prisoners.
You called us beautiful.
You murdered us
for your pleasure.
The photo above was clicked in 2017.
The photo below was made yesterday.
Stay safe.
See you soon.